Day 7: Your crush

Korea or Seattle, Kpop or Not, Bboy or Rapping/Singing, 2pm or AOM, Tattoos or Cleanboystyle, Jay Park or Jaebeom, You're still awesome~ I'll always be a fan no matter what, I DON'T CARE. You can be my bestie boy hehe. Hi ben stop reading this ♥

Day 6: A song that makes you cry.

:'(

Day 3: About your friends

My friends are the people that make me smile, make my life complete. They're the reason why I laugh, and why i'm happy. I wouldn't know what i would do without them. But i guess they're pretty busy for me these days. Poly's drifting us apart ): But i do hope i get to spend more time with them after this shitass common tests. I love you guys. IJ FRIENDS ARE FRIENDS FOR LIFE!


And of course, my lovely primary school friends. Nothing can compare. I miss them oh so much.

Last but not least, my new found poly friends. Looking forward to 3 awesome years with you guys! AEROSHPACHE

Halftone

I was bored at home with my sister, so we decided to play with the lights and created a mini studio. Ok now don't judge me lol.

I don't know why i'm feeling this way.

I blogged quite a bit today. Woo. Ok back to studying, ta-ta.

Trust & Love

I can never trust someone wholeheartedly, no matter how much i try. I feel like I've never really met someone who i could fully trust, with no suspicion or whatsoever. I never dared to expose my vulnerabilities to people, believing they will not take advantage of my openness. it's like i built a wall around myself, to prevent people from entering it. cause i believed that when they do, or when they try to, i'll just end up getting hurt. I never wanted to experience that.

It's like you can love someone, but not trust them. You can trust them, but not love them. When you trust that certain person, you believe that they have your best interest at heart. You choose to believe they wouldn't do something to hurt you for the fun of it, or for selfish gain. It's like you rely on them.

Why am i always uncertain, and always in doubt?

So come on, come on, and say so

Stuck at home sick & trying to study, listening to lovedrug & drinking coffee.

How do you get up from an all time low?

Zouk on saturday. Pictures from alissa's camera. It was a great yet awful night. Great cause i finally got to see su, na, carmen and tarror. I missed them so much~ And its been a while since i clubbed. But awful cause, oh well i don't wanna talk about it. I was just mad..


Hahaha zhen was an ahpek for the night. Na and carmen kept laughing at my socks :(

boobie phone

♥

S-s-survey

I feel like doing survey even though its so lame o yeh

1. Real Name: Althea Vergara

2. Nickname(s): Althi

4. Male or Female: Female.. I suppose

5. Elementary School: Huamin, Stella Maris then Yuhua

7. High School: CHIJ St. Theresa's Convent

8. College: NYP

9. Original hair color: Black

10. Tall or Short: I AM TALL

11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans

12. Phone or Camera: Camera

13. Health freak: No

14. Orange or Apple: Orange

15. Do you have a crush on someone: JAY PARK

17. Broken Bones: Yep

18. Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi, wait, coke. Wait, is there a difference?!

HAVE YOU EVER?

19. Been in an airplane: Yeah

20. Been in a relationship: Yeah

21. Been in a car accident: Nop

22. Been in a fight: Yes

23. First broken bone: Right Arm

24. Best friends: Jessie & Clara

25. First award: Some running thing

26. First crush: Barney<3

27. First words: Er who would remember that?

29. Last person you texted: A fren of mine^^

30. Last person you talked to: My dog

31. Last person you watched a movie with: Sister

32. Last food you ate: Pork ribs mmmm

33.Last movie you watched: Just Go With it

34. Last song you listened to: TDCC O YEH

35. Last thing you bought: Food

FAVORITE:

37. Food: CHICKEN! CHICKEN WINGS

38. Drink: Green Tea

39. Bottoms: Shorts

40. Flower: As long as they're alive

41. Animal: Doggy

42. Color: Pink and Black

43. Movie: too many to mention

44. Subject: RECESS!

HAVE YOU EVER: (Put an X in the brackets if yes)

45. [x] fallen in love with someone.

46. [x] celebrated Halloween.

47. [] Had your heart broken..

48. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.

49. [x] had someone like you

51. [ ] got pregnant.

52. [ ] had an abortion.

53. [x] did something I regret.

54. [x] broke a promise.

55. [x] hid a secret.

56. [x] pretended to be happy.

57. [x] met someone who changed your life.

58. [x] pretended to be sick.

59. [x] left the country

60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.

61. [x] cried over a little thing.

62. [x] ran a mile.

63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.

64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.

65. [x] disliked someone

66. [x] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:

67. Eating: Nothing

68. Drinking: NUTHIN'

69. Listening to: My cousin watching a movie

70. Sitting/Laying: Sittin'

71. Plans for today: SLEEP

72. Waiting for: Rollerblading tmr

YOUR FUTURE:

73. Want kids: 2 ONLY prease

74. Want to get married: Not really

75. Career: Aerospace-related lor

76. Lips or eyes: Eyes. wait, whats the link of this in my future?

77. Shorter or Taller: Taller? Huh?

78. Romantic or spontaneous: Er?

81. Hook-up or relationship: Hook-up

82. Looks or personality: Personality

HAVE YOU EVER:

83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope. Perfect eyesight :D

84. Snuck out of a house: Nope

85. Held a knife for self defense: Nope

86. Killed somebody: Nope, but always wondered what it felt like.

87. Broken someone's heart: I guess

89. Cried when someone died: Yep

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

90. Yourself: Nope

91. Miracles: Yes

92. Love at first sight: Yes

93. Heaven: Yes

94. Santa Clause: Nope, but i believe in saint nicholas

95. Aliens: maybe

96. Ghosts: Nope, spirits, yes

97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now?: Nope. I wanna be dead

98. Do you know who your real friends are: Nope

99. Do you believe in God: YES

100. Post as 100 truths: DOWAN LEH

This is a stupid survey

"I always feel like I’m struggling to become someone else. Like I’m trying to find a new place, grab hold of a new life, a new personality. I guess it’s part of growing up, yet it’s also an attempt to reinvent myself. By becoming a different me, I could free myself of everything. I seriously believed I could escape myself—as long as I made the effort. But I always hit a dead end. No matter where I go, I still end up me. What’s missing never changes. The scenery may change, but I’m still the same old incomplete person. The same missing elements torture me with a hunger that I can never satisfy. I guess that lack itself is as close as I’ll come to defining myself. And I just don’t have the confidence to win over that force in me."

Lifes too short

"I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited."

Slipping into the airwaves

Another mundane day at school. The usual laughing and nonstop singing with rach annoying all the boys during electrical funds. Hehe. Surviving in nyp still, i'm a strong gal. Except for when i bump into a certain group in school. A lil awkward.. but i'm fine with like a couple of them. Anyway~ I got 2 dresses and a skirt altered. O yeh. I think i altered it too short though.

I need to start studying.commontests.haven't.started.on.anything.

Never never neverland~

These were taken last saturday, in neverland. Met Rae, Na, Carmen, Pui, etc. Impromptu decision to go, after having dinner with ben.. Initial plan was zouk but oh well neverland was fun! Zhenzhen tagged along too :) He got me a cool vintage camera hee hee

My babaloo

Mai hansom brother from another mother~