I don't know

Everytime i try to post an entry about how i feel, my mind just suddenly goes blank and empty. like a blackhole.

I feel disappointed in myself for everything that has happened, and my stupidity, my careless, impulsive actions, which always ends up hurting someone or fucking something up. Its like im made for this. im made to mess up every single good thing in my life.

I miss what i used to have, my old friends, my stc friends, friends who arent my friends anymore because i do nothing but hurt the people around me.

I've come to realise i really suck at being with people. I suck being a friend, a girlfriend and a daughter.

I am not proud of myself.

But I know I've changed, or at least better.... but i guess some things are just meant to be left broken.

xx

Summertime Ssssssadness

< 11 Jan

Random 2013 Photospam

Eyebags overload

I miss school 

New Years Day

Day out with my favouritest people <3

My ah ma hee

Faith's 20th Birthday @ Zouk <3

Ewf ^.^

Holland V with my lovely IJ girls <3

4/7 of Team Charlie <3

4/8 of my stc clique <3

3crowns with bentyr

xx

Been keeping myself busy with internship. Interning at CAG has been nothing but amazing. I don't want it to end :(

Cough syrup

Life's too short to even care at all, oh

I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control 

If I could find a way to see this straight

I'd run away

To some fortune that I, 

I should have found by now

And so I'd run now to the things 

they said could restore me

Restore life the way it should be

I'm waiting for this cough syrup 

to come down

One more spoon of cough syrup now.

Xx

Life has been nothing but a whirlpool lately.

Future.

Love.

Family.

Everyone says I'm strong enough to go through everything that's happening right now.

Yeah I'm strong.

But won't somebody just hold me tight and tell me.

"I'll never let this go".

Cause you know, that's the strength I need.

When Hunger Strikes

Bored at work and i'm craving for some good food.....