The happiness of making a purchase.

Been shopping my money away recently, i know it's a bad habit but i can't help my urge to just spend. Its really burning a hole in my pocket. But believe me, it has helped me alot in the recent weeks, after all the hell i've been going through in my life. I guess its like a form of escape, something that gives me the power to get what i want? I want that, i get that? Which hasn't been happening in my life lately. I guess that power of getting what i want gives me that second of happiness.

oh well. as they say, fight on.