things fall, apart

Right now, just when it all just falls into place, falls apart again. I don't know why i'm feeling this way, or whats making me act the way i am. It probably is because im afraid of losing you. im afraid of you getting sick of me. im afraid of you fading away. im afraid of changes. im afraid of being thrown away like a piece of junk all over again. im afraid to get hurt, afraid to know what it'd be like in the future. I don't know. Im just whole lot of fear.

Take me back. To the happy days.

The nights are the worst.

I'm sorry for everything, i know i suck at everything. Truth.